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[sid] => 28631
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Sleep
[time] => 2003-12-04 21:24:13
[hometext] => ~~ Dont wanna Sleep ~~
[bodytext] => I'm waking up in a cold sweat the nightmare is a piece of my reality Black cancer eating away my images afraid of my own mortality My heart is bursting through my chest now wide awake I cannot sleep Behind closed eyes I still see the horrific display: the grotesque dance of the dead who weep Hands clenched, frozen in suspended animation floating in disease, my sickness is adversity My limbs drawn and tight still I lie against love and hope I have an immunity What has become of me; this broken shell of a girl I tried to resist being trapped in their conformity Nothing has helped nothing has reached me yet In the dark I grope for my lost and shattered idenity Shadows reach and clawl their way over my black soul Grey swirls of dark clouds evade me as if I have hope after all Toward the light of reason and warmth the darkness recedes Sheets are soaked with sweat and tears, a shadow cast on my wall In and out of sleep the morning dawn approaches the convulsions have subsided leaving me weeping A new day has begun, awaiting the night again to face alone I bear this within, the secret when I am sleeping [comments] => 2 [counter] => 264 [topic] => 13 [informant] => p0rnstar [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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