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[aid] => mick
[title] => Leave me the h*ll alone!
[time] => 2003-11-24 11:05:11
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[bodytext] => Please understand I don’t need you I don’t need your friendship or pity I don’t want your help or comments I only wish to be left all alone Can’t you see this? I wish for death to come knocking on my door I dream of suicide every dark and lonely night I caress the gun I keep by my side Fully loaded I leave it Soon I will take the safety off I have nothing to gain by staying here I can only cause everyone more pain Why should I even try to go on Nothing has come of my pathetic life so far I just want this to end Don’t say you understand for you can’t You are not me, you know not what I feel You might have similar thoughts of suicide But you cannot tell me how to live my life Only I can decide to live or die You say don’t do this, don’t take your life Why, do you really care? How long will it take you to forget I was even here? You don’t know me, you only read what I show you And even then I’m misunderstood Don’t preach to me about God and life I don’t believe and don’t care anyway I will die soon enough as it is Than if your words are true The devil will be there to greet me So understand what I say right now Stay out of my life, it is of no concern to you What I choose to do today or tomorrow Is my decision alone, you will not be there So please leave me the h*ll alone! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 325 [topic] => 6 [informant] => mercedes [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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