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[aid] => mick
[title] => i tried
[time] => 2003-10-31 23:56:02
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[bodytext] => tears roll down my effing face everyday this year im so tired i can't go on living with all this fear im afraid ull leave im afraid they'll stay im afraid i won't survive this day im not living week by week im living hour by hour it seems my life is turning into a broken wilting flower im afraid ill fail im afraid u wont im afraid they'll all just tell me don't if i somehow don't survive to see 11 of the clock tell them all i tried so hard my death will be no shock im afraid to die im afraid to stay im afraid that God won't take me pray [comments] => 1 [counter] => 303 [topic] => 36 [informant] => sheigha [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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