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[aid] => mick
[title] => You Are A Great Guy...So Kill Me Now
[time] => 2016-06-14 19:25:25
[hometext] => Again sorry transferring this post to original account
[bodytext] => The following is not my normal prose. It is a TRUE STORY--IT IS ME or part of me and it is my life and my isolation. some may think less of me but I am an honest caring man who would never intentionally harm nor take advantage of another. This is written off the cuff - no edits or reviews. it is me exposed and naked - so hate me or empathize... you are free to your own thoughts. I will not judge. I will not hate. You Are A Great Guy...So Kill Me Now "You are a great guy" she says "you are so handsome" yeah right what does it matter Parole is too much for you I have no life I have no love... Not reflected at least. I knew better I should not have hoped for love. ...I did not mean to commit a crime did not know at the time that I had misinformation and all I was messed up mentally emotionally a long story in itself does not matter I was stupid bad decision so its my fault I should have known better I take the responsibility of it all I have been single and celibate 8 years since Punishment to myself by my own hand. and yes I have had opportunities but I will not sleep with just anyone I am choosy I need more than that. A beautiful woman can have nothing inside Yes, I appreciate beauty but I need what they hold inside as well this can make a woman More beautiful each moment she is revealed before you. Each moment you hold her and know her. Prison is better than this several years I have paid but in prison you have no expectations and your hopes and dreams can survive Out here They are crushed The restrictions do that they crush you They do nothing to nurture a meaningful friendship they crush the chance at an intimate relation so no there are no healthy meaningful relationships they are not within reach though the lack of walls... No they are still there And I am alone. Its funny... I have had contracts taken out on my life Gang jumped Toe to toe with 6 or 7 other guys And have never been taken down not once I do not consider myself tough But I survived and always on my feet Yet, I am brought down My isolation, my loneliness, Eight years alone No one to talk to not really I found my groove of being alone I was ok But I was wrong to sip that wine to taste of you your beauty your heart I opened barriers held so long I allowed myself to love you you were lovely strong and intelligent Strong enough you believed to handle my limits but no... Parole is too much Like a faucet shut off "goodbye" Driving home I pulled over cried like a baby No its not fair but I was wrong to love you I knew better No body is strong enough to cope with my parole I tasted that wine Sipped it and alone again I die inside I felt hope when I should not have too soon 3 more years I lost my groove of being alone Being alone is different from letting oneself feel the bitterness of it. I knew better "your Handsome" "your a great guy" it means nothing if you cannot share what makes you great I said that I have very little but I have a great heart it holds love sincere and true It has been beaten and broken Yet, it still holds such love it was yours for the taking If I say I care about you It is not only because of what you mean to me yes that is part it is important but I care about who and what you are most cannot say that I would rather you live without me in happiness than with me in misery Yes, I knew better an echo in my head "your a great guy... so kill me now I shall sip the poison from your hand as willingly as I sipped the wine of you. --wheels-- [comments] => 2 [counter] => 205 [topic] => 22 [informant] => wheels [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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