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[aid] => mick
[title] => 49 Days
[time] => 2014-07-22 02:09:54
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[bodytext] => 2 months from now will be the first time I've been before a crowd since 2012... Time to scramble through my written hell... And here goes the confusion, Mental contusions, Losing my sanity writing something dissatisfying Then back to trying to find something worth memorizing, Tenderizing my mind With every attempt to write more than 5 lines I'm lucky enough if I get past 2-3 Usually I rarely do, by then I'm losing it Crumbling page after page, beyond through with it "I gotta sell my soul to do this, screw this!" Blackheart trying to convince me doing that is vital I'll have ripped out half my spiral It if was human I'll have snapped its spinal, cord This is what I'm headed for... This is what I go through with whatever I'm prepping for... So here's to another 2 months of this The road to victory begins with nothingness... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Blackheart [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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