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[aid] => mick
[title] => Authored Unknown.
[time] => 2014-02-24 19:25:00
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[bodytext] => Time ticks away as if it were never there. My eyes are pulsing. And I'm subliminally lost in the absence of my mind's care. For reality around me. I just lay here and stare. I feel my head becoming heavy. As the adventures of my night come creeping in. I'm so scared to feel. the disappointment of sobriety is what I'm going to win. I can't give in though. I've got to keep myself in control. It's funny how this first time was fun. Turned to binging. And now I've totally lost it. And you finally won.. My friends don't understand. They never have. And never will. I walk a road of crystal fool's gold.. And create my own damn hills. No one understands me... And I'm being judged still. I breathe you in. I slowly let you out. A rush, the climbing adrenaline. Im never stopping without a doubt. You live for me. You're all I need. I want nothing else. To take me there. Where there's no feeling in my stare. The rocks in my hands are the escape from my life, the way out of every tomorrow's dead end... Heaven's clouds forming inside my crystal ball are my most important friend. I'm sorry. I tried. I go to you.. And nothing feels right. In your judging eyes I've already died. I'm not there yet, but I guarantee i might. Taking chance after chance. To live the unbelievable night. Forgetting regret and embracing the heights. I fall another day.. Trapped without sight. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 121 [topic] => 66 [informant] => Sallyssongg [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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