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[aid] => mick
[title] => Home
[time] => 2012-07-04 19:58:39
[hometext] => This poem is about the many feelings that possible depression can bring up. Meant to help others in a way.
[bodytext] => The pain of not knowing what to do next, Wondering about who you are or want to be As you stand perplexed. Nobody can understand you Except those who went through the pain too. You feel all alone in the forgotten world That you call your home. Seeing the very life you lived passing by, As you keep the tears from falling from your eyes. You wanted to be great and recognized! yet you ate dirt as you looked through the glass, seeing everyone having a blast. How dare they push you aside and spit on you? Although you helped them every chance you had. They said they were your friends They said you were not to blame, Yet, in their eyes, you saw shame. Shame that would haunt you your whole life. You become isolated and all alone, Because when you are around them you feel out of place As though you were someone that had no face. You hide behind a smile, all that sadness deep down inside Feeling that you are but a grain of sand in the ocean Going against the common tide. The numbness is getting to you again, No matter how much you flee from your sin You are a prisoner of war. You feel nothing inside except regret and pain No one can help Despite how much you whelp. The knife is poised and in position Ready to strike in a moment’s notice. Soon all this pain and suffering will end, As you die yet again. You have nothing left to say but goodbye And sorry that I left you in the blink of an eye. I was all alone in a deep dark world But now I can finally be home. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 189 [topic] => 61 [informant] => NewBee [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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