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[aid] => mick
[title] => Ramblings of Unrequited Love
[time] => 2012-02-22 23:28:37
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[bodytext] => I haven't heard from you in weeks, yet last night you haunted my dreams. We were together again, I found you hidden in the snow. You had my heart singing while getting me drunk off glasses of bordeaux. You keep reappearing and I can't shake you. More than anything, I wish I could just forget you. If only it were simple to erase our history so I could bid you adieu. Its been weeks since I've felt your touch, was held in your embrace. Yet last night I felt your eyes pierce deep into my soul. You're haunting my dreams, you're the cause of all my late night screams. You just left me and recovery from you seems utterly hopeless. More than anything, I wish you were here with me. If only you felt what I felt just as strongly. Dreams of you have been plaguing me lately, memories of us together are etched into my eyelids. No matter how much I begged for it to last, the cosmos forbids. It's driving me mad...obsessing over what I may have done wrong. Smoking like I'm breathing, it's so hard to remain strong. My composure is crumbling, yearning for you, all i feel now is my heart aching. Even when we we're young I could never live up to your standards. You've always had my mind twisted backwards. Consumed by you I can't help but chain smoke. Did I ever mean something to you, or was it all your way of a cruel joke? In your times of need you depended on me, but where were you when i needed you the most? Sometimes I want to disappear and drown out into the coast. The same thoughts repeat in a viscous cycle. I hate you, I miss you, I need you...I loved you. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 72 [topic] => 48 [informant] => ghostofagirl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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