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[sid] => 163072
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Wish
[time] => 2010-11-06 14:57:01
[hometext] => A poem about how you can become a stranger to yourself.
[bodytext] => I wish I was as pretty As I once thought I was He tells me that I'm sexy But that's what a boyfriend does. I feel like an ambarrassment My breakouts and my weight, If I feel this way about myself Who would want to be my mate? I wish I was as happy As I once thought I was I'm not the same person anymore That's what depression does. I wish I knew how to fix it, Be the girl he came to love And just once believe he might think I was sent to him from up above. I wish I was as friendly As I once thought I was Politely smiling at everyone, That's what a sweetheart does. Now people just annoy me While I force myself to smile, And being pleasant all the time No longer is my style. I wish I was the same girl That I once thought I was Maybe then he'd love me again Like he tries to say he does. I wish I could go back in time To be who I used to be, Because I've turned into a stranger Desperate to find the old me. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 84 [topic] => 32 [informant] => ColyLynn [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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