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[sid] => 157960
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My sorrow is my own creation
[time] => 2010-03-07 23:55:51
[hometext] => Be careful what you do, it stays with you, this poem is very close to my heart.
[bodytext] => We lay Our bodies intertwined Linked by passion Slick with sweat My hands run through her hair and down her back Moving Moaning The darkness covering us Like a warm blanket Shrouding us Hiding my shame Then its over The moment passed And passion turns indifference Love too disgust My need sated I wish for her to disappear But she wont They never do So pushing her loving hands away I rise And now alone, in the dark, I sit But my peace is imperfect The memories persist So I search a bottle for the sanctuary I couldn’t find in the arms of a lover My mind twists and turns but the evil seeps in like a drug The darkness surrounds me The hate defines me Then I realize the nightmare I have become what I despise Where once I was righteous Now I am lost I slink in the night searching for what shouldn’t be mine Lies encircle me spinning and swirling Impenetrable they are my fortress and my cell None can see through them so none can save me My mind feels broken and my body bent All of myself that I once held dear is gone And this thing that I am is a stranger Does it mean I’m insane? If I am a stranger to myself? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 242 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Inchiostro [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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