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[sid] => 151726
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Endless Night
[time] => 2009-07-26 21:38:13
[hometext] => when i wrote this three years ago, i had so much angry, hurt, rage inside me... i look back now and just say wow... let me know what you think
[bodytext] => Something’s missing Deep down inside of me Once the happiness I knew And all of my glee My feelings turned to a bitter cold And my heart turned black My mind is blank And happiness is something I lack The thought of the razor Keeps coming back at night Crying harder and harder Trying not to give into the fright My light is long gone More then we know My feelings are something I will know no longer show Standing in front of the mirror I’m ashamed of who I am I look back at myself And I just say damn I cant believe who I turned into It was my worst fear Im just a spitting image And I slowly start to tear My body is shaking And my legs are numb Everyone is finally seeing How I am really dumb I cover my arms When there are people around I don’t want them to see How much I want to be in the ground Theses are the thoughts That make me cry at night This is why after every thought I just want to give into the fright I don’t have anymore strength To go on with this fight I want to leave this world And sleep an endless night [comments] => 2 [counter] => 228 [topic] => 36 [informant] => sbhottie288 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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