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[aid] => mick
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[time] => 2009-06-28 08:47:05
[hometext] => It's affected me so much that i just have to get away to make it all better. Maybe in the future friendship will once again be possible.
[bodytext] => Through hardships and battles, i hope our friendship shall overcome. Though now it seems more like a tragedy. Man wth have i done? I wished for an alternative, more than you could ever know. But i can certainly face reality, and i just can't handle it anymore. I wish i could see you as just a friend. I really do, it's true. But i just can't change the fact, that i love you. It's true it's true and i know what your case is. But so many times i've tried and i just can't erase this. It's always a struggle, trying to be normal again, But no matter how far i stray i can't escape this chain My chances have been many, and you can't imagine how close i've been.. But for some reason or another, i always reject the sin. It's not what i'm looking for. Copulation isn't my desire. I long for the passion, it's all so dire. I myself don't like this path that i've begun to carve. But it's everything that's necessary, to leave me in this dark. I will forever miss the bond that i'm sorry i must crush, But my selfishness for well being is overwhelming. Please just wish me some luck. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 22 [informant] => Norb-E [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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