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[aid] => mick
[title] => Me
[time] => 2009-04-08 23:24:45
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[bodytext] => I sit in the dark, thinking of who I am, who I was, and I smile my little smile. I am no longer afraid of the darkness, of the sadness or loss that follows us in life. I know life is not fair, and that nothing will ever be well. But I see everything in a new light, my own light to brighten my path. I am a soul reborn in ways I will never know, I feel life enter my heart again. So many options lay before me, so many choices to be made. I will regret nothing, for I am done regretting. I am my own man, I am my own soul. No one owns me, no one makes my decisions but me. I am no longer that little boy, broken down by life's tragedies. I am a man who has learned to deal with the pain, to learn from it and move on. I have known love, I have known heart ache. I know what I want from love, and I am not scared to keep trying for love. To those who said I would never be anything, I say look at me now. To those who said I would never be happy, I say look at me now. You thought you put me down into the ground, that I wouldn't fight back that I would just give up. But here I am stronger then ever, to you I say you can't beat me. You want to break my heart, make me feel like I mean nothing. Well its your loss, your heart you just shattered. Because I am someone, I am not like everyone else. I am special in my own way, and its your loss in the end. You want to see strength of heart, you want to see the strength of a soul. Then look into my eyes and see the fire that burns, because it will never disappear. I am here to stay, I am here to fight. I know who I am, I know my worth. I may bleed, I may cry, But you will never break me, or keep me down. So I say to you this is me, for all the good and bad. I am here to stay, I am going no where. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 43 [informant] => -Sinner- [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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