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[aid] => mick
[title] => Relief
[time] => 2008-10-09 00:33:24
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[bodytext] => I'm so relieved, so happy Tears flooding my eyes, blurring my vision I have to re-read it over and over to make sure it's right Does it really say it? I'd given up... He'd never be in my life again It was obvious... But now, as I stare at the screen, crying It all proves false I told you I loved you In a letter not ment to be sent Yet it sits in your inbox I haven't seen you in a month Haven't held you in my arms, How I miss you I told you I loved you... My big mistake Nearly three months had passed Without a word It happened once before With my only other love Not a word, cut out of your life forever I gave up... You weren't coming back I would never hear from you again, I knew it But sitting here I see your message And I can't help but start shaking I thought you were gone I read and reread it Your apology, your offer You never read the letter, you'd throw it away if I wanted You had reasons for not speaking to me in so long Real reasons, good reasons I'm so relieved, so very relieved I tell you to throw it away, and never glance at it Sure it'd be much easier with all the secrets in the open But this woke me up I am not willing to risk something I can't afford to lose quite yet [comments] => 2 [counter] => 141 [topic] => 21 [informant] => desolantdreamer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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