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[bodytext] => I try not to think about him I am not allowed I'm being very strict about that I slip up occasionally But it's getting better I am getting better at it I am beginning to be able to Keep the pain away for days now But that means numbness Never-ending relentless numbing Though between pain and the nothing That's slowly taking over I'll always choose nothing So i'm numb, A thinck haze settles over my mind Blurring the days into one another I live through the days Unable to separate them The hard part is after So many years of thinking, Analyzing, seeing, and observing It has become hard to stop To gaze ofver everything BUt I'm getting better The numbness is taking over The pain is being covered up And I'm becoming a shell Dead, but for the beating of my heart But that's okay As long as he remains real [comments] => 1 [counter] => 201 [topic] => 48 [informant] => althea_kendry [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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