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[aid] => mick
[title] => Please let me go....
[time] => 2008-01-02 15:25:44
[hometext] => just....
[bodytext] => Its eating at me. A deepening saddness, come back to haught me. The world turning around me so fast, battleing whats in me. Trying to fight the beast within. I hate being torn down this road of memories. i want to kill them. Always trying to bring me back down to the dark abyess. NO...NO..I WON"T GO!!!!!! Why do i feel so depressed. I can't help myself. It's been two years and i havnt won yet. Why do i have to remember. All the stupid s### ive done. And all the people that i have in my mind.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. wat have i odne to have to relive this everyday of my life???? Release me from this life once and for alll..................... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 345 [topic] => 72 [informant] => crazy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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