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[sid] => 137091
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Suface Tension
[time] => 2007-09-01 07:39:55
[hometext] => Why don't you just shut up and leave me alone? ( a teenagers point of view. )
[bodytext] => Close your mouth bite on your tongue I don't care what you have to say I don't want it words of reason ( my ears are bleeding ) conjuring up the walls inside my head just to drown it out just to keep you behind a barrier posed for the next attack Ready to take another step backwards in spite of you Ready to throw it all away shove it in your face just to prove myself I don't need your advise you ORDERS little insecurities because you can't control me anymore You never could But it doesn't really matter because I can't even hear you right now All I hear is the ***** clock thumping in my ears every minute so incredibly clear that I'm being pushed closer to the edge where the pressure builds steadily beneath the surface I can feel something about to give about to break Every time you speak to me Telling me what I think Trying to pry to reach into my head twisting everything I tell you and shoving me further away Why can't you just shut up? leave me alone for once in my life I don't need you there when I finally break the silence I'm not going to listen when you tell me to turn around I won't back away from the edge I won't do anything for you I'm in perfect control I control nothing. And you're standing in my way So shut up and leave. I don't need a lecture on my imperfections my flaws More of your selfish words filling my head. Shut up. Just shut up. I've had enough of this I'm not under your command anymore I'm not your SLAVE I can take care of myself without you standing over my shoulder telling me how to be I can make it on my own And I don't care if I fall it's my choice my life I can live it without your insistent whining in my ear So why don't you just shut your mouth and swallow those words because they aren't worth hearing [comments] => 1 [counter] => 201 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Forgotten_soul [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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