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[aid] => mick
[title] => Dull Illumination
[time] => 2007-08-12 07:34:58
[hometext] => I have lost myself, everything.....
[bodytext] => I once was something great, a great many things. But it is all gone,dissapeared behind a dark shadow, a fog of sorts. My mind was once like an electric brilliance, but suddenly shut off by a blown fuse. My dormant state has brought new eras, but none of them hopefull. As I wait for myself to return, I am reminded of my past. While I wallow in my nostalgia, I am reminded of sleepless nights and endless glass bottles, loud music and anynomous lovers. Only one of them loved me back. Right now, as I look out the window- the sun illuminates my forehead, as if opening a third eye, but it is a dull illumination, as if I am never to become my former self. I bathe myself in pity and despair, and my third eye closes. I have reached my experation date, and now I am worth nothing to anyone, just left a rotting shell. The real world calls, but all I want to do is crawl into my meditation spot, and call out to myself like an owner to a lost pup, desperately hoping for a hasty return. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 65 [informant] => mujercitachulita [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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