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[sid] => 134714
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Untitled
[time] => 2007-05-26 05:20:47
[hometext] => I was suppose to have a get togather with some friends, and my best friend couldn't show up, but I thought we would still have a good time, just me and my 2 “friends.”They were also to be my ride home. From walking home to getting there I did some crying.
[bodytext] => I know that I'm alone now... for a long time, I thought I already knew... but that uncomfortable ball of pain still rolled around in my stomach... trembling for hope... desperate. But you weren't here tonight... The only thing I thought I had. And they just disappeared, uninterested with only me. And I was all alone, because you just couldnt come. I thought I was my own person, with friends that wanted me for me... But thats not true, I see that now. Because they werent interested in me. They ignored whatever I said. Just looked for something more... Then they left. they left! They left because you couldnt come. I'm not mad at you, I know this wasn't planned. But I thought I'd be enough They'd love me for me. But apparently that not true, because you weren't here tonight. They didn't leave when they saw me, they left when they didn't see you. So, I guess that shows they don't hate me. They can tolerate me. But only with when your here. I thought I had something, friends who loved me for me... But thats not true, I wish it was but it's not... So now that round rock of pain, just some how deflated, I feel empty inside. You may hold me, you may comfort me, but you might as easily turn me away... so I'll just stand here crying, because you couldn't show up... [comments] => 3 [counter] => 168 [topic] => 48 [informant] => untitled [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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