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[aid] => mick
[title] => Selfish Angel
[time] => 2007-02-10 21:55:31
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[bodytext] => When I am with you my spirit soars. Nothing can take this feeling away from me. My soul climbs to the highest mountain and sings your praise. Yet, I can sense, you do not feel the same way. What do you want from me? Do you want me to slide the blade across my arm again? Swallow the pills and fall to my knees and beg God to tell me why? Why won’t you just tell me what is on your mind? Is it so hard for you to look me in the face? Do you get that feeling in the pit of your stomach, that feeling of despair? Does it make you sick knowing that you have done this to me? I hope so. If not, then you’re less human than I thought. I want nothing more than to be accepted by you. But if that is impossible, then I will make you as miserable as I am. I will make you beg for what little life you have. Then I will make you wish you had never forsaken me. The tortures that will break you will be equal to the pain you inflicted on me. And…when you cling to that last gasp of life, I will destroy everything you love. Friends, family, all of your possessions will follow you as you leave this life. You may think of me as the devil in the flesh, but you would be wrong. I am an angel, an angel of justice. When you broke me, you unleashed something you will never understand. You released a force that wants nothing more in this world than to see everything that is like you destroyed. You released an angel of selfishness. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 221 [topic] => 13 [informant] => trackiller2006 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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