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[aid] => mick
[title] => IT WASNT MEANT TO BE
[time] => 2007-01-05 04:32:19
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[bodytext] => It was not so long ago when I thought I'd never meet someone like you. Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control believing I'd never fall. All my life I thought no one would melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold, a heart hardened by the past, protected by shields so vast. Slowly I was falling without even knowing. Only to find out too late I have no choice but to accept my fate. I could dream, I suppose forever, I could hope there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny so I wake up to reality. I lied when I said I didn't love you, that my feelings for you don’t exist. I lied not because I wanted to but because I love you and I still do. I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I just have to let go. I can't hold on much longer 'coz for us there's no forever. I love you so so much but I’m afraid to let my love show. My heart is like the fragile wings of a tiny little dove. I'm scared to get too close. I feel that I can't win. I've lived so long on hopes and dreams I don't know what to do. I don't think I can trust my heart, I know I will end up getting hurt. You've got my heart held on a string. It’s breaking right in two. Enough belongs to me -to hurt- The rest belongs to you. I know that somewhere in your heart There is a place for me. I just don't know how to find it and there's no way to make you see. I can only hope that someday you’ll wake up and you'll find, That while my heart belongs to yours, yours, too, belongs to mine. Can you solve for me a mystery Of why things have to change Why is life so complicated Why can't things stay the same I understand that people grow And often grow apart But why did it have to be you I held my feelings inside Never told you how I feel But I need to tell you somehow That I know this could be real You have a special something I just can't figure out But I know that it could work That's what love's about I'll keep my feelings inside I just can't let you know Because of what will happen You'll change and then you'll go You don’t know how it feels To have someone like you You are my everything, You are perfect You make me feel perfect You are everything And the only thing I have that’s good in my life I know now you are going And I'm cheating myself Trying to match you In someone else I'm happy it happened But I am sad it’s ending And the thought knowing That you can never be mine is devastating It wasn't meant to be It wasn't our fate. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 215 [topic] => 22 [informant] => DeepaliDoshi [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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