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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Killing Someone With Kindness Is So 2005 Part II
[time] => 2006-11-14 21:55:47
[hometext] => Part 2 to the local hit
[bodytext] => You’d think I was Ms. Ideal, but I’m really just misunderstood. I can’t help I desire what I do. Can I take my transformation back? I don’t want to make other’s suffer, but I have to if I want to survive. I need to end this life. Just take the ax and lacerate, strike, hack. I want to endure what I have made the thousands of others go through. I know the sorrow of having to abscond from family, I had to leave mine. I had no hint that you suffered more than physical pain inside your heart. I didn’t intend to create anymore of me, my horror, my class, my kind. If I was given the chance, I would take it all back. My alteration mostly. I can’t. I can’t even if I could go in the past and change it all around. It’s all so confusing, but I’m exhausted of being who I am, a monster. If I get killed-- if I commit suicide --I promise I won’t make a sound. I can’t breathe my last breath. I can; I can’t bring myself to doing the deed. So, I am left to suffer. Life as I know is complete. It’s been over for years. I’m left still loving some, but it always ends in mourning and demise. For I can’t decide if I want to die. I adore him, but he will have to die. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 40 [informant] => xo__clandestine [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => fantasy )
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