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[aid] => mick
[title] => Letting Go
[time] => 2006-08-04 10:59:00
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[bodytext] => Let me share with you, What I want you to see No time for games so please don't take it to that level with me I'm always Giving, Loving, Honest and True If you want the best in Me...Give me the best in You Instead you leave me feeling Insecure, Hurt and Confused You continue to take my kindness for a weakness... I'm just now recognizing what it is......It's emotional abuse I will no longer be confined and comsumed with what you say and how you do Selfish, Insecure, Controlling and Untrue......With an unnourished Soul I am totally the opposite of you This Man/Woman could be identified by its ingredients in any one of you I claimed him as Love..........but he doesn't walk with TRUTH I don’t think anyone ask to be misused but sometimes love make us do things we normally wouldn’t do Don’t get me wrong I’m not trying to judge you I no longer see with a Insecure Heart but with a Keen Spiritual View So when something doesn’t set right with me, though I can’t explain Why.... I don’t have to have an answer, I go by that uneasy feeling inside Question? When good Women/Men gives the best in them Why do we receive and be deceived by the worst in Her/Him? If you know you don’t want me just let me be It doesn’t have to be complicated ...the Truth will always set us free Life is a struggle within itself, "Why come in my life to cause more drama and misery?" What I need from you is a Deep and a Spiritual thing........ Your Strength in Spirituality, A Union only God can bring, Two people walking together but walking in Harmony. If you Love me, Respect Me, Do right by me, Then and only then you would see the best in me , Yet to be seen. I refuse to give you all of me when selfishness is all I see You want me to totally submit to you........."Sorry! I disagree!" In order for two people to truly Prosper and Succeed Your relationship must have Spiritual Guidance Faith & Honesty. Sometimes I fall weak to what I want but I know God has what I need. If you feel in your heart that I’m meant for you. Ask your self this question and you may have a clue, "Are you on the right path, Is it a Godly View?" You will find what you’re looking for though it may not be me. We all should have someone worthy .....God’s Quality. TIME is the answer and PATIENCE is the key. It's time to grow into the best of you and I into the best of me. I’m on a journey but I’m not quite there yet, I got so tired of stumbling and falling I felt a change in positive direction was best Im trying to do the right thing though sometimes its hard to do. The devil loves to use your weakness to get you off track and to provoke negative reactions in you. God hands is on my shoulder, his Spirit Surrounding Me. It's a feeling I never knew, I don't care if you dont' understand, I'm not trying to find acceptance in you. My definement is in God and only his Views. God gave us his Manual and also the ablity to do as we choose. I choose to go his way, Though your way may seem to be the right direction for you...... I choose to prepare myself and you seem unsure and confused. If you're not going in his direction "I'm Not The Woman For You." I wouldn't say we both want different things, I just want so much more I'm only doing what's best for me, I'm not trying to hurt you or steal your joy. It's time to let go. This is one situation we shouldn't prolong and no need to avoid. I added it all up...........I'll let you do the math Maybe one day we will meet again and we're both on the same path. Here! Right now! We have some serious choices to make It's your choice, It's your decision in what you allow and what will you take. Let's represent who we are..."Your Spirit" Let no one break We're Special & Important , An Asset to Man When he looks to his side there we should stand. Loving him, Supporting him, Hand in Hand But don't give him the best of you when he is not yet a good man. I desire Love, I desire Honesty, I desire Stability and I desire Truth. So don’t approach me with your lies and your own selfish motives and gains. When you hurt someone, even when it’s not intended The depths and strength of the pain is still the same. I’m taking back my power of falling so easily Time to get myself together....to find my true destiny Learning to love myself, set my "Spiritual Soul" free. GOD is preparing me to be RIGHT (EOUS) for the one he has for me Then I can represent myself as his True Queen. "I Gave myself to you?" It seems so crazy to me now! When you don't even recognize my importance inside or out! Being unhappy at this time in my life is simply not allowed. YES! I’m aware that you're feeling me. "But what part do you see?" My Physical Design or the True Essence of me I’m not trying to condemn you, "This is what you feel and the words that YOU speak" I'm just searching for all that makes me feel complete I thought it was in you but I know I was wrong Only myself and my God have rights to that song You only did what I let you do but your power over me is now gone It may sound like the same tune because I'ts been played before But if you listen closely to the sound you will hear so much more I've written a new song full of all that is true Any other time you would be right if you said it was the BLUES. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 144 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Suchalady [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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