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[sid] => 12170
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Hate
[time] => 2003-02-08 06:23:51
[hometext] => it's late.. i can't sleep..i dunno..so much on my mind.. >_< haven't slept in days.. if it doesn't make sense.. i tried :)
[bodytext] => i can't hate you..
i can only hate myself.. it's my fault i loved you.. and endured all the pain i felt.. it's my fault i didn't walk away.. when i had the chance.. instead i blamed myself.. never gave it a second glance.. i hate myself for never walking out.. whenever you struck at me.. i hate myself for crawling back.. down on my hands and knees.. i hate that i can't escape your love.. not strong enough to move on.. and i hate that i have to hide the bruises.. and smile.. instead of frown.. i hate how you think you own me.. and i'll never move on at all.. i hate that i know i love him.. but you'll never let me out.. i'll always be your slave.. never able to escape.. i hate that i fear my life.. everytime i walk away.. *sigh..does it make sense at all?!* [comments] => 2 [counter] => 499 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Spasmodic_Reality [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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