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[sid] => 120831
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Are they really there?
[time] => 2006-05-27 02:00:37
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => To my freiends, my family, are you really there? You all say that you'll be here for me, but inside do u really care? You'se are slowly pushing me away, like im not important in your lives, If you want, i'll get by on my own, be alone and struggle to survive. You exclude me out of everything, You dont call anymore, I dont understand what i did, and what im living for. For once I felt proud of myself, like I accoplished something, instead of feeling happy for me, You just turned away from me. When you do stuff like this, You really brake my heart, You crush my high spirits, making my happiness fall apart. I question in my head, Am I even here? I suppose it wouldnt matter to you, when im home bursting out in tears. I tell you I have problems, And tell you I feel alone, You say you understand and its O.K, Then you hang up the phone. Im sick of all your lies, And your excuses to get away, You think I have no idea, But I hear everything you say. Just stop lying to me, im sick of it, And if you hate me tell me so, I hate being treated like im nothing, So im gonna pack up my life and go. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 259 [topic] => 48 [informant] => mali [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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