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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Love Me and Let Go
[time] => 2006-05-14 17:57:07
[hometext] => Let go.....just let go...
[bodytext] => When I look in the mirror, it seems like I’m not there anymore. I find myself wishing there was an exit door, so I could just disappear. I miss who I was and it seems like forever since I felt anything more than this I feel now. In between three always back and forth. Why do I have to choose? Why can’t you just leave? Just let me do this…let me be….I feel numb everywhere and nothings the same color. Things that made me happy have lost their appeal. Food has lost its flavor, all because I loved someone and I can’t love anything anymore. I cough up blood and cuts grow deeper. Holding onto air. Time is slipping away from me and I’ve got nothing left to lose but a life I’m not sure is true. I try all I can not to move and not to speak. Darkness drowning me. I can’t sleep and the days seem to be so meaningless. So meaningless all this is…. Shut the door to sound and light. Shut it to the world and hope to find another. Close my eyes to everything and hope you’ll just let me go. Kiss you goodnight and slit my wrists, when you wake this will all be over. At least it’ll be over for me… Give me this, just give me this. If you love me, you’ll let me go. Just let me go. My world falls into nothing and I sit here waiting for something more… I miss who I was before. I miss the days when it was just me and my friend, but now I’ve lost him and I’ve got nowhere to run. Just please let me go. I don’t want this pain anymore. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 32 [informant] => MG_Akela22090 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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