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[sid] => 120049
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => infertile
[time] => 2006-05-14 16:05:26
[hometext] => .. ever feel useless ..
[bodytext] => dead or alive inside i dont know this blooded womb lays sobbing in a pit of self pitty i hate the fact i cant nurture i cant love another being from up above tiny tears scraped knees i'd only want to kiss them better but all i get is a useless body insignificant not willing to love another i only wish i could be as dead as i feel dead inside yet why am i living i have no purpose a tomb to a dead soul of loneliness mother to another child lover to an always wanting father i broke along time ago like a toy i cant be glued i feel like ive been chewed and spat out laying , waiting , for the pain to end its course im pouring blood inside im dying.. please i want to die the way i was born .. infertile [comments] => 3 [counter] => 242 [topic] => 48 [informant] => hannah_heaven [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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