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[sid] => 119139
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => What your love gave me.........
[time] => 2006-04-28 11:46:35
[hometext] => This is a poem I wrote to my mom while she was in rehab for speed and heroin......
[bodytext] => Here we are fighting again and you say that you are only fighting with me because you love me........ Then you say that you gave me everything...... As the fight escalate I try to justify your words in my mind what has you love gave me?????? As I think I remember all the beating is that what you call love? I remember the names and the loneliness of not having you around because you where a whore. I remember think why doesn’t she love me like all her friends... Why do I have to always stay home and take care of the kids I am only 8... I remember the guys in and out of the house and up and down my body... If this is you everything then I wishes you would have kept it because this is what made me who I am the one you hate.... I sit in my room plotting yours and my demise I wish I could take away the drugs ,the guys, the bloodshed , the abuse and I want I tall to go away.... If you loved me so much then why couldn’t you be a mother? As I sit and watch the life leave my body in the form of beautiful crimson I know you will know what your love gave me.... Thank you........ [comments] => 0 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 6 [informant] => deathisfreedom [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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