Poems On Site: 198,500+ Comments On Poems: 427,000+ Forum Posts: 105,000+ |
Custom Search
|
|
||||
Welcome ! | Home · FAQ · Topics · Web Links · Your Account · Submit Poetry · Top 30 · OldSite Link | 03-June 05:12:45 AEST | ||
|
||||
|
||||
|
|
Array
(
[sid] => 118422
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => plead the 5th
[time] => 2006-04-16 12:05:54
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => It started with being alone no one knew but me everything was so simple nothing to hide, but me but just like any secret held in hand in time it's open for everyone to see but it's something only I could understand no one else but me so now I must deal with my problem the way you think I should Now I think I can't when before I knew I could It's now our problem It's not only me I hurt Now I must consider you feelings in decisions that may lurk And when I make a choice when thinking in my head I can't make the right decision because of things you've said So badly I want to get away from you The Marlaina that you once trusted is now tainted To you nothing in her's true when the world didn't see me didn't understand or care to Is when I thought I was alone but now my friends and family fear for me no trust, understanding or love Now pity, hurting and remorse I was never by myself before now i hurt everyone of course I thought you'd never understand and now I know you won't You think I'm still a child but in my mind I've grown You used to be there for me Your voice a soothing tone but now i'm here to hurt you seems I'll always be alone [comments] => 1 [counter] => 198 [topic] => 21 [informant] => marly [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 13 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
|