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[sid] => 117011
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Died
[time] => 2006-03-25 01:43:43
[hometext] => how do you exist when you were never there?
[bodytext] => I died today, can't remember why In the shadows, here I lie. Might've drowned. might've choked Might've gone through a stroke. Was thinking hard, really hard What was whole is now in shard. Killed my mind, stabbed my heart Wanna end, don't wanna start. Died already, passed away No more waiting, night and day. Brought up fear, or maybe hate That's probably why I'm in a different state. Broken heart, wasted soul I'm merely a wandering ghoul. I killed myself, died today Been wandering too much, no where to stay. Stuck inside my world of illusion Where death and life is just confusion. Emotions sucked out, dried out waste No sweet smell, just a bitter taste. Fall on the ground, lifeless eyes In a dim world, the dead cries. Broken graves, swirling cloud As raven shrieks, too, too loud. No more days, just the nights No more happy, no more light. Already dead, nothing more Smashed up heart, blood and gore. Don't mind me, just step on me Keep on walking, you won't see. Because I'm dead, can't remember why I was born, so I will die. Gone from the world, gone from fear Just pretend I was never here. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 261 [topic] => 36 [informant] => marionette [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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