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[sid] => 116987
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Addicted to Addictions
[time] => 2006-03-24 17:17:45
[hometext] => I was a cutter, now I am Anorexic/Bulimic... My friend made me promise not to cut, I dont know whats wrong with me...
[bodytext] => Addicted to Addictions Am I? Am I truly going from one addiction to another. They can take my razor But they cant make me eat; Even if they do What is there I can try? I will lie “Yes mom, I ate my full dinner.” Or just eat it Then excuse myself, “Ive got to use the restroom. Am I truly addicted to addiction Will my life just be this way? Addicted to any Every addiction to come my way. Can I fight it on my own? Stop it all Before it stops me. I stand here quivering In fear that it will Always take over my life Wondering if this addiction filled life Is worth living at times. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 206 [topic] => 76 [informant] => Shattered_soul [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => obsession )
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