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[sid] => 112647
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Finally Saying Goodbye
[time] => 2006-01-06 04:24:56
[hometext] => One last time to say I love you. I love you baby
[bodytext] => I sit alone, the morning is quiet Softness outside, trouble inside I can't say goodbye, but I know I have to When I sleep and wake, I won't feel the pain I can accept the future, but I won't forget the past I hate what it's become, I hate these feelings Friendship is hard to maintain, lost love isn't a bruise You just haven't been the same Things fell apart, I don't know how we got here I tell myself to be strong, but actions don't come from my words I find you on my mind You sit there, as beautiful as ever To call you an angel wouldn't be enough You are everything to me, but that changes nothing Your smile, your touch, your love I can't stop missing you, as much as I've tried The weather, the weather is cold Shivers don't erase the pain Words and phrases of anguish become reality Late at night, surrounded by darkness It creeps from outside, enters my body I'm nothing right now, I can't react Words come and go I think of what to say, to get one more chance But it's worthless, it's over I should have given up long ago I'll always be here Whatever you need Just let me know, I won't hesitate But for now I say goodbye I don't want this pain I can overcome, I can be okay I've pushed you away, but you've pushed back I didn't move, but you've fallen back The clouds are still, the air just sits Another night without you Your company is all I ever asked Yet you dodged and avoided me What you think when you look back I'll never know Another time to say goodbye But this time it's the last You had me and you took me But decided to let me go I don't blame you, I don't hate you I'm madly in love It's not anger, it's misery I promise you this I say goodbye, and tell myself Tomorrow will be different Yet I don't sleep I don't want it to be different These feelings won't leave, they can barely be hidden I'm saying goodbye But I just have to wait I'm making myself say goodbye You'll be gone when I wake So I refuse to sleep One more hour with these thoughts You turned my life around I'm everything because of you But in everything I've been nothing Tomorrow will come, and I plan to change I won't think about you I won't think of our love If I can somehow manage to stay true to these words Please let me say 'I love you' just one last time I love you so much, I've never had a doubt It hurts to imagine a relationship that contrasts with my images Of me and you together, happy, and in love But I'm saying goodbye, within the hour I'm saying goodbye, but just not yet I love you, I love you It feels good to say I wish you could hear me I wish you would try You were the best thing that ever happened to me No sentences, no statements Just messages from my heart I hope the best, but I must say goodbye I must say goodbye But the time isn't right The morning brings a new day And a new point of view A new outlook on life But I'll still be without you A new person in your life But not new at all It kills me to imagine how much fun you two have But I'm saying goodbye It doesn't kill me, it burns Nothing is here A dark room sits in the night A lonely man by himself Grief and agony fills the room All alone, all alone I'll quietly say goodbye, and wish you the best Thank you for the memories, I can't thank you enough Thanks for the times you were there Don't apologize when you weren't Things are over now, things just don't seem to matter I won't single out moments, I won't think what could have been I'll just say goodbye A man all alone Saying goodbye To the woman he loves [comments] => 2 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 22 [informant] => ThePoetofDistress [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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