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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Last Stance
[time] => 2005-11-29 15:26:14
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[bodytext] => why must it be this way why wont you let me say what i need to say that this hurts so bad making me feel constintly sad there has never been a time when i could be close to you Now its to late and i dont really care But it still seems to hurt For an emptyness in me will never be filled But i dont seem to care anymore Leave me alone in my fantasy world The one you say loving her is not right A world that only exist in my mind, cause loving another isnt reality ill make my life what i want ill do what i want ill have everything and more that you never had ill make something of my self prove you wrong, im not a failure i wont be like you in no way, not ever ill raise my kids the right way tell them things they need to hear, everything you never said ill support them with what they do and ill never tell them their goals arnt reality and everything you said that made me feel all this pain, all this guilt everything you should never say to your child, ill never say its their fault their mothers slowly dying and you have no idea what that blame does to a kid im finally writing what i could never say something i could never feel but its at this moment i know im not just some dyke, im a lesbian and proud im going to be something, not a high school drop out im going to accomplish what you could never dream im going to be everything your not cause i swear to myself ill never be like you ill do everything you could never do [comments] => 3 [counter] => 165 [topic] => 48 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 7 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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