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Array ( [sid] => 102150 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => I want to NEVER come back! [time] => 2005-07-27 18:32:35 [hometext] => WARNING! This could be triggering, but i'd just love those of you that do read this to comment, and if you see demons too, then PLEASE let me know, so I know, that i'm not alone any more! [bodytext] => Mum’s asked me if they gave me tranquillizers today.
She said I act like it.
I’m sorry; but I can’t help but be drowsy,
When I’ve got stitches through my torn up wrists…

When I tried to kill myself yesterday,
And my mum found me lying still in the bath.
When, I was hospitalized, yesterday,
And when the demons inside me just laughed…

When I was drinking again last night,
… After I was taken back home.
When, I cut my arms again and again,
Until, pouring blood just flowed.

When I was taken to hospital at 3:30am today.
When I had further stitches and my wrist was glued up.
When I just wanted to kill my-self,
‘Cuz I just wanted the pain to stop!

When I was put back in a cell last night.
Until ‘act of mental-health’.
When I’m losing every thing inside me,
To keep me trusting my-self.

When this low I’m on, is full of pain.
And the flash-backs only repeat.
When I can’t take it any more!
And I feel so weak, but I can’t sleep.

When the demons are possessing every one I love,
And filling their minds with crap.
… So I just wanna die, in a pool of blood,
And NEVER have to come back!
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I want to NEVER come back!

Contributed by deathdrop on Wednesday, 27th July 2005 @ 06:32:35 PM in AEST
Topic: Suicide

Mum’s asked me if they gave me tranquillizers today.
She said I act like it.
I’m sorry; but I can’t help but be drowsy,
When I’ve got stitches through my torn up wrists…

When I tried to kill myself yesterday,
And my mum found me lying still in the bath.
When, I was hospitalized, yesterday,
And when the demons inside me just laughed…

When I was drinking again last night,
… After I was taken back home.
When, I cut my arms again and again,
Until, pouring blood just flowed.

When I was taken to hospital at 3:30am today.
When I had further stitches and my wrist was glued up.
When I just wanted to kill my-self,
‘Cuz I just wanted the pain to stop!

When I was put back in a cell last night.
Until ‘act of mental-health’.
When I’m losing every thing inside me,
To keep me trusting my-self.

When this low I’m on, is full of pain.
And the flash-backs only repeat.
When I can’t take it any more!
And I feel so weak, but I can’t sleep.

When the demons are possessing every one I love,
And filling their minds with crap.
… So I just wanna die, in a pool of blood,
And NEVER have to come back!

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Re: I want to NEVER come back! (User Rating: 1 )
by juliette on Wednesday, 27th July 2005 @ 07:22:19 PM AEST
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Sorry hun - didn't see the demons but I read a massive amount of unbridled pain in this piece. Write about it! My remedy for anything troubling you! Put it to the pen.............Thanks for sharing!
juliette

Re: I want to NEVER come back! (User Rating: 1 )
by shelby on Wednesday, 27th July 2005 @ 08:10:34 PM AEST
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Im so sorry for all your pain. I cant relate to this though. I dont understand the cutting( if this is in part of what its about) and Iv been kicked when I was down and believe me Iv gone through much in my life but I just couldnt give up on living. Im sorry your going through all of this I just dont understand alot of it. I can help if you need to chat though

Michelle

Re: I want to NEVER come back! (User Rating: 1 )
by Sexi_Lexi on Thursday, 28th July 2005 @ 12:31:07 PM AEST
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Wow! I am really sorry! I hae got a friend like u but she is better now and i hope that u get better aswell coz it isn't nice 2 live in depression coz i have experienced it!

Re: I want to NEVER come back! (User Rating: 1 )
by BloodyTears5 on Saturday, 30th July 2005 @ 01:44:01 PM AEST
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it was good but i agree with the other comment i couldnt see the demons either just a lot of pain. i know how you feel though. keep writting

Sarah

Re: I want to NEVER come back! (User Rating: 1 )
by guiltycircles on Sunday, 7th August 2005 @ 04:43:49 AM AEST
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i know the demons... they surround you and tell you to die...keep going, you can make it... hospitals are just temporary, you will beat it... if you live i will live

Re: I want to NEVER come back! (User Rating: 1 )
by Archie on Friday, 2nd September 2005 @ 11:31:44 PM AEST
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Too much. (. . .) "sigh"

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