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My life is full of shame
And mom and dad are the ones I blame
I can’t seem to escape this delusion
Life is just one big confusion
It was hard to know what it’s like living in the street
I felt so lonely and my demons I could not beat
I was left standing face-to-face with everything I fear
Because everything seemed so unclear
I was neglected and motherless
Maybe that’s why I feel so useless
I can’t change why I feel that way
I feel it everyday
I wish I could change my name
Maybe it would ease the pain
I tried to explain but you wouldn’t hear
Because you were never near
I wished upon shooting stars
When I had to live in cars
I would wish for everything to be alright
So I didn’t have to cry at night
But now I hide my feelings deep inside
Where there hard to find
I try not to let them show
Cause my innocent heart would begin to flow
And you would know just how you made me feel
Sometimes it gets hard to deal
I tried to be perfect
But it wasn’t worth it
Therapy didn’t work, and nothing seems to fill this void
All I feel is insecure, and overjoyed
I can never do anything right,
I guess that’s why I still cry myself to sleep at night
My dreams I can’t fine
And my faith in everything has fallen behind
Everything I touch it seems to fall apart
I wish I could restart
Start anew
And just maybe be able to please you
I have no pride left, there’s only shame
Because I’m the one that I have begun to blame
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Blame
Date: Saturday, 1st January 2005 @ 03:00:52 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: happybunnyfan

Blame

My life is full of shame
And mom and dad are the ones I blame
I can’t seem to escape this delusion
Life is just one big confusion
It was hard to know what it’s like living in the street
I felt so lonely and my demons I could not beat
I was left standing face-to-face with everything I fear
Because everything seemed so unclear
I was neglected and motherless
Maybe that’s why I feel so useless
I can’t change why I feel that way
I feel it everyday
I wish I could change my name
Maybe it would ease the pain
I tried to explain but you wouldn’t hear
Because you were never near
I wished upon shooting stars
When I had to live in cars
I would wish for everything to be alright
So I didn’t have to cry at night
But now I hide my feelings deep inside
Where there hard to find
I try not to let them show
Cause my innocent heart would begin to flow
And you would know just how you made me feel
Sometimes it gets hard to deal
I tried to be perfect
But it wasn’t worth it
Therapy didn’t work, and nothing seems to fill this void
All I feel is insecure, and overjoyed
I can never do anything right,
I guess that’s why I still cry myself to sleep at night
My dreams I can’t fine
And my faith in everything has fallen behind
Everything I touch it seems to fall apart
I wish I could restart
Start anew
And just maybe be able to please you
I have no pride left, there’s only shame
Because I’m the one that I have begun to blame

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