Array ( [sid] => 45701 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Untitled misery [time] => 2004-05-01 07:44:19 [hometext] => [bodytext] => I don't know what to do,
I think I'm falling apart.
Inside and out.
I've got all these emotions,
they really bother me.
I've got all these thoughts,
of dying,
of killing myself.
I can't let anybody else know,
they'll just send me away.
They can't see,
can't see what I'm going through,
they're blind to everything,
except they're own insecurities.
I could get professional help,
but I don't have that kind of money.
And I don't want to talk to someone,
that I don't know.
I could ask my mom,
what to do.
But she's lost in her own grief.
My brother would call me stupid,
and tell me to get over it.
I think I would like his response best.
Maybe I should do what I want,
and end my life.
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Untitled misery
Date: Saturday, 1st May 2004 @ 07:44:19 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: Alessa
I don't know what to do,
I think I'm falling apart.
Inside and out.
I've got all these emotions,
they really bother me.
I've got all these thoughts,
of dying,
of killing myself.
I can't let anybody else know,
they'll just send me away.
They can't see,
can't see what I'm going through,
they're blind to everything,
except they're own insecurities.
I could get professional help,
but I don't have that kind of money.
And I don't want to talk to someone,
that I don't know.
I could ask my mom,
what to do.
But she's lost in her own grief.
My brother would call me stupid,
and tell me to get over it.
I think I would like his response best.
Maybe I should do what I want,
and end my life.
What would they all think then?

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