Array ( [sid] => 184191 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => My Last Day [time] => 2017-05-22 16:36:20 [hometext] => [bodytext] => Every night I rise
every morning I go to sleep
a sludge kicker in a burning confusion
smoking resins that make my lungs bleed

walking shadows mimic lost love
always fooling me
I am a water based earthling
never a guardian of the galaxy

somewhat damaged
there can be no doubt
lost my faith in everything
time is running out
in slow motion
it is like a bad dream

breaking through the surface to breathe
I can see
the insanity of the matrix is deep
my lust for life is fading
I feel it fall from me

doing what I am doing
feeling out of place
coming to the conclusion
I only have my self to blame
so I sit alone and manically sway

I came back haunted the last time I died
cracked and fractured
I keep hearing someone screaming
but my damage is so deep
I never realized it was me

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My Last Day
Date: Monday, 22nd May 2017 @ 04:36:20 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: unknown_utopia
Every night I rise
every morning I go to sleep
a sludge kicker in a burning confusion
smoking resins that make my lungs bleed

walking shadows mimic lost love
always fooling me
I am a water based earthling
never a guardian of the galaxy

somewhat damaged
there can be no doubt
lost my faith in everything
time is running out
in slow motion
it is like a bad dream

breaking through the surface to breathe
I can see
the insanity of the matrix is deep
my lust for life is fading
I feel it fall from me

doing what I am doing
feeling out of place
coming to the conclusion
I only have my self to blame
so I sit alone and manically sway

I came back haunted the last time I died
cracked and fractured
I keep hearing someone screaming
but my damage is so deep
I never realized it was me



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