Array ( [sid] => 173720 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Lonely Is My Life [time] => 2012-09-01 13:03:41 [hometext] => Searching for happiness, to set the lonliness free. [bodytext] => As I walk along
sometimes I can clearly see
I am sometimes alone
other times my shadow is beside me

At this moment
I notice my shadow with its head hanging down
He says he is sad
because all I do is frown

He tells me he is always by my side
whether the sun shines or it will rain
He tells me he knows how I feel
he can surely feel my pain

Having been afraid
to allow anyone to know how I truly feel
The time has really come
so this is the deal

What I just told you about my shadow
is just an image of what’s on my mind
I thought I had found happiness
now I see happiness I did not find

There seems to be a sense of evil
really a bad aura around this place I am at
I am feeling as if I need to leave here
I think that is that

My marriage really sucks
I am with a woman that is so cold
The way she speaks to me or treats me
I find is way too bold

At the moment
my life is on a one way street
With many feelings of emptiness
such feelings that need to be beat

I am not suicidal
would never think of taking my life
Just really understanding
I chose the wrong woman to be my wife

Not every woman is the same
this is how I choose to think
Empty from giving all my love
getting nothing in return does stink

When I look around me
I realize I really am alone
It really hurts me
when my wife can’t control her tone

I only wish I could find
happiness and a woman to love me
I would start smiling
that, my shadow would be happy to see

Right now I am on a journey
not knowing which way to turn
Trying to remember what I learned of God
so I don’t go to hell and burn

I find that lust overwhelms me
because my wife doesn’t want to share her bed
I find myself searching for another woman
for the one I am with, to me is almost dead

I am alone in this world
nobody knows how I feel
I hope it’s not too late to find happiness
that I can meet the right woman and my heart will heal.

Written by E. Wayne Searles on 1 September 2012

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Lonely Is My Life
Date: Saturday, 1st September 2012 @ 01:03:41 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry


Contributed By: waynster

As I walk along
sometimes I can clearly see
I am sometimes alone
other times my shadow is beside me

At this moment
I notice my shadow with its head hanging down
He says he is sad
because all I do is frown

He tells me he is always by my side
whether the sun shines or it will rain
He tells me he knows how I feel
he can surely feel my pain

Having been afraid
to allow anyone to know how I truly feel
The time has really come
so this is the deal

What I just told you about my shadow
is just an image of what’s on my mind
I thought I had found happiness
now I see happiness I did not find

There seems to be a sense of evil
really a bad aura around this place I am at
I am feeling as if I need to leave here
I think that is that

My marriage really sucks
I am with a woman that is so cold
The way she speaks to me or treats me
I find is way too bold

At the moment
my life is on a one way street
With many feelings of emptiness
such feelings that need to be beat

I am not suicidal
would never think of taking my life
Just really understanding
I chose the wrong woman to be my wife

Not every woman is the same
this is how I choose to think
Empty from giving all my love
getting nothing in return does stink

When I look around me
I realize I really am alone
It really hurts me
when my wife can’t control her tone

I only wish I could find
happiness and a woman to love me
I would start smiling
that, my shadow would be happy to see

Right now I am on a journey
not knowing which way to turn
Trying to remember what I learned of God
so I don’t go to hell and burn

I find that lust overwhelms me
because my wife doesn’t want to share her bed
I find myself searching for another woman
for the one I am with, to me is almost dead

I am alone in this world
nobody knows how I feel
I hope it’s not too late to find happiness
that I can meet the right woman and my heart will heal.

Written by E. Wayne Searles on 1 September 2012



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