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In this darkness impossible to find
A light to turn on to give off hope
Can't reach the bright young ones I call my own
My misery touches them and hurts them I know
But I can't reach their hopeful glow
I love them very much
But I don't feel they understand my touch
They see my anguish
It upsets them
But I can't fake being happy
Misery shows past my hem
I'm miserable and making everyone else feel
Like there's no hope to make me happy for real
I want to fix it, I'm trying to please
But that's just the problem, I need help, I'm on my knees
I can't make myself ask, as it seems to make trouble
But I have to have help and from only him on the double
The demons are closing in to harden my heart
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Demons of my heart
Date: Sunday, 1st February 2009 @ 04:21:26 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: desireemiote
Demons of my heart out to ruin my mind
In this darkness impossible to find
A light to turn on to give off hope
Can't reach the bright young ones I call my own
My misery touches them and hurts them I know
But I can't reach their hopeful glow
I love them very much
But I don't feel they understand my touch
They see my anguish
It upsets them
But I can't fake being happy
Misery shows past my hem
I'm miserable and making everyone else feel
Like there's no hope to make me happy for real
I want to fix it, I'm trying to please
But that's just the problem, I need help, I'm on my knees
I can't make myself ask, as it seems to make trouble
But I have to have help and from only him on the double
The demons are closing in to harden my heart
When will he understand of this he needs to be a part?!

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